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Friday, October 10, 2008
rants
minsan tinatanong ko sa sarili ko, ako padin ba yung same "julius, july, jollers" after 4 years in college?
nalulungkot ako, feeling ko kasi i'm being robbed of my identity. parang i'm slowly losing my identity, and the bad part about it is that i can't do anything about it. (for now)
mahilig ako magbasa ng mga blog ng iba't ibang tao sa multiply. palaging mixed emotions yung nararamdaman ko pag nagbabasa ako ng iba't ibang blog kasi merong blog na masaya, merong blog na maangas, malungkot, kwela, informative, mababaw, etc. gusto ko din sana magblog ulit, like what i usually do a year ago sa blogspot, pero parang ewan ko, parang nawalan na ko ng gana o energy para magsulat ng mga bagay na libelous haha hinde, ng mga bagay bagay.
yun nga e, wala na kong makwento. hindi ko alam kung bakit. parang nawalan na lang ako ng gana magbigay ng opinyon, magshare ng thoughts, magkwento ng insights, views o whatever. parang nawalan ako ng lalim. parang nawalan ako ng identity.
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kailangan ba palagi _________________
kaialangan ba palagi ___ kong _________
pano naman kung ____________________ ng ibang _____
does that make me a ___________ ________
alam ko naman na _________________ __ yun dahil ____________ ____
pero pano kung _________ ____
hindi naman __________ dun _____________
yung ________________
siguro nga im just like this.
hindi ako __________________ or what
pero gusto _________ _____ kasi _______ ______
just like everyone else.
pls wag nyo na lang itanong kung ano yung mga nakalagay dyan
july wrote this piece of crap on Friday, October 10, 2008
i'm the mobilemaniac
hahahahahahaha
hahahahahaha (Tiongco, 2008)
tapos na ang labor exam at ang taxation exam. physically, mentally, emotionally, spiritually, politically, economically, socially, (lahat na ng ally) draining. sabi nga ni karen dumaslan sa blog nya, sa mga major exams na natake namin ngayong college, after taking the test, meron kang feeling kung pasado ka o bagsak. pero sa labor, wala. sya lang ang nakakaalam. and katulad nung choices sa exam (hello 100 items na yes or no), ang pwede lang malagay sa transcript mo ay either 5.0 o 3.0. it's either you pass or you fail.
sabi ng world geography professor namin nung 1st year (ayaw magname drop haha, takot sa SWDB), "i don't fail students! it is the students who fail themselves" minsan tuloy iniisip ko, kasalanan ba totally ng estudyante kung bumagsak sya sa isang subject (kahit na ginawa nya yung part nya), o partly, may kasalanan din yung professor.
naalala kong sinabi ni dom sakin dati, (hindi exact words) college students na tayo. hindi na to highschool. sabi naman ni she kahapon, iba iba tayo ng learning capacity, kung 99.9% ng klase bagsak, hindi na natin kasalanan yun. sabi naman ng isang speaker sa isang forum sponsored by SOCC and CSC, ang problema, palaging nasa communicator. kung hindi ka maintindihan ng kausap mo, or walang naiintindihan sa sinasabi mo, o hindi mo naipaparating ng tama yung gusto mong iparating, it's not the fault of the receiver. ikaw ang may pagkukulang kasi hindi mo na icommunicate ng tama yung gusto mong icommunicate. you can't expect everyone to understand you.
sabi ni jessica zafra sa libro nyang 500 people you meet in hell, isa daw to sa mga taong makikilala mo sa hell: (nabasa ko sa blog ni talitha)
The teacher who said you would never amount to anything. For the sake of argument let us assume that she was right and you did turn out to be a worthless, pathetic loser. She would still be a bitch, not to mention an incompetent teacher. Teachers aren’t just supposed to drill lessons into your skull, they’re supposed to inspire you to make something of yourself. No matter how crummy the raw material. It’s part of their job description, and the fact that teachers are horrendously underpaid, overworked, and unappreciated is beside the point. If you’re a loser, it’s partly her fault.
For being a rotten teacher, she is doomed to write “I was an incompetent teacher who ruined the lives of my students” 100 times on the blackboard, and then erase everything and start all over again. For all eternity. With no bathroom breaks.
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wala lang. siguro kabado lang ako. pano pag bumagsak ako, mahihirapan ba ko maghanap ng trabaho? pag wala akong nakitang magandang trabaho, edi hindi ko mabibili yung mga gusto ko gamit yung sarili kong pera at habambuhay akong aasa sa magulang ko. pano pag hindi ako nagkaron ng magandang trabaho, anong ipapakain ko sa magiging pamilya ko? baka insultuhin ako ikahiya ako ng mga magiging anak ko. (parang ako sa tatay ko). ewan.
sabi nga nila, (ewan ko na kasi kung sinong nagsabi neto haha) grades are just numbers, they don't gauge your worth as a person. oo nga. pero ang sakin lang, isa ito sa mga bagay na unfair sa mundo. pano kung ginawa mo na yung best mo pero still, it's not enough? does it mean that you're not good enough? 100% mo bang ksalanan yun, or may kasalanan din yung kabilang party na involved.
The good teacher explains. The superior teacher demonstrates. The great teacher inspires." ~William Arthur Ward
feeling ko napaka walang point netong blog entry na to haha.
july wrote this piece of crap on Friday, October 10, 2008
i'm the mobilemaniac
hahahahahahaha
hahahahahaha (Tiongco, 2008)
tapos na ang labor exam at ang taxation exam. physically, mentally, emotionally, spiritually, politically, economically, socially, (lahat na ng ally) draining. sabi nga ni karen dumaslan sa blog nya, sa mga major exams na natake namin ngayong college, after taking the test, meron kang feeling kung pasado ka o bagsak. pero sa labor, wala. sya lang ang nakakaalam. and katulad nung choices sa exam (hello 100 items na yes or no), ang pwede lang malagay sa transcript mo ay either 5.0 o 3.0. it's either you pass or you fail.
sabi ng world geography professor namin nung 1st year (ayaw magname drop haha, takot sa SWDB), "i don't fail students! it is the students who fail themselves" minsan tuloy iniisip ko, kasalanan ba totally ng estudyante kung bumagsak sya sa isang subject (kahit na ginawa nya yung part nya), o partly, may kasalanan din yung professor.
naalala kong sinabi ni dom sakin dati, (hindi exact words) college students na tayo. hindi na to highschool. sabi naman ni she kahapon, iba iba tayo ng learning capacity, kung 99.9% ng klase bagsak, hindi na natin kasalanan yun. sabi naman ng isang speaker sa isang forum sponsored by SOCC and CSC, ang problema, palaging nasa communicator. kung hindi ka maintindihan ng kausap mo, or walang naiintindihan sa sinasabi mo, o hindi mo naipaparating ng tama yung gusto mong iparating, it's not the fault of the receiver. ikaw ang may pagkukulang kasi hindi mo na icommunicate ng tama yung gusto mong icommunicate. you can't expect everyone to understand you.
sabi ni jessica zafra sa libro nyang 500 people you meet in hell, isa daw to sa mga taong makikilala mo sa hell: (nabasa ko sa blog ni talitha)
The teacher who said you would never amount to anything. For the sake of argument let us assume that she was right and you did turn out to be a worthless, pathetic loser. She would still be a bitch, not to mention an incompetent teacher. Teachers aren’t just supposed to drill lessons into your skull, they’re supposed to inspire you to make something of yourself. No matter how crummy the raw material. It’s part of their job description, and the fact that teachers are horrendously underpaid, overworked, and unappreciated is beside the point. If you’re a loser, it’s partly her fault.
For being a rotten teacher, she is doomed to write “I was an incompetent teacher who ruined the lives of my students” 100 times on the blackboard, and then erase everything and start all over again. For all eternity. With no bathroom breaks.
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wala lang. siguro kabado lang ako. pano pag bumagsak ako, mahihirapan ba ko maghanap ng trabaho? pag wala akong nakitang magandang trabaho, edi hindi ko mabibili yung mga gusto ko gamit yung sarili kong pera at habambuhay akong aasa sa magulang ko. pano pag hindi ako nagkaron ng magandang trabaho, anong ipapakain ko sa magiging pamilya ko? baka insultuhin ako ikahiya ako ng mga magiging anak ko. (parang ako sa tatay ko). ewan.
sabi nga nila, (ewan ko na kasi kung sinong nagsabi neto haha) grades are just numbers, they don't gauge your worth as a person. oo nga. pero ang sakin lang, isa ito sa mga bagay na unfair sa mundo. pano kung ginawa mo na yung best mo pero still, it's not enough? does it mean that you're not good enough? 100% mo bang ksalanan yun, or may kasalanan din yung kabilang party na involve.
The good teacher explains. The superior teacher demonstrates. The great teacher inspires." ~William Arthur Ward
feeling ko napaka walang point netong blog entry na to haha.
july wrote this piece of crap on Friday, October 10, 2008
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