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Friday, October 10, 2008

rants


minsan tinatanong ko sa sarili ko, ako padin ba yung same "julius, july, jollers" after 4 years in college?

nalulungkot ako, feeling ko kasi i'm being robbed of my identity. parang i'm slowly losing my identity, and the bad part about it is that i can't do anything about it. (for now)

mahilig ako magbasa ng mga blog ng iba't ibang tao sa multiply. palaging mixed emotions yung nararamdaman ko pag nagbabasa ako ng iba't ibang blog kasi merong blog na masaya, merong blog na maangas, malungkot, kwela, informative, mababaw, etc. gusto ko din sana magblog ulit, like what i usually do a year ago sa blogspot, pero parang ewan ko, parang nawalan na ko ng gana o energy para magsulat ng mga bagay na libelous haha hinde, ng mga bagay bagay.

yun nga e, wala na kong makwento. hindi ko alam kung bakit. parang nawalan na lang ako ng gana magbigay ng opinyon, magshare ng thoughts, magkwento ng insights, views o whatever. parang nawalan ako ng lalim. parang nawalan ako ng identity.

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kailangan ba palagi _________________
kaialangan ba palagi ___ kong _________
pano naman kung ____________________ ng ibang _____
does that make me a ___________ ________
alam ko naman na _________________ __ yun dahil ____________ ____
pero pano kung _________ ____
hindi naman __________ dun _____________
yung ________________
siguro nga im just like this.
hindi ako __________________ or what
pero gusto _________ _____ kasi _______ ______
just like everyone else.

pls wag nyo na lang itanong kung ano yung mga nakalagay dyan



july wrote this piece of crap on Friday, October 10, 2008
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July

19 : also known as julius, jollers, hulyo or whatever you wish to call him : fake chinese : budding psychologist : thomasian : tends to be critical about anything : musically endowed : so damn moody : singer since birth : practical but unavoidably spendthrift : art and cat lover : occasionally alcoholic : broke on wednesdays : easy-going : sensitive animal : certified latecomer : former josephian : mobilephone addict : cyberstuff enthusiast : part-time writer : loud but silent : taken but available : comic but serious : hates school : moderately athletic : intellectually capable : no tv, no movies, no news : frustrated philosopher : food junkie : hopeless romantic : believes in destiny

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happy 3 years
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test
otoscopy (spell?)
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supah_friends

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Stellar

blog_mates

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