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Sunday, September 30, 2007

tumatandang paurong



current song: wala
current mood: wala



sa kabila ng tambak tambak kong gagawin ngayon para sa linggong ito, bigla na lang pumasok sa isip ko na tumatanda akong paurong. ewan ko lang kung bakit. after 19 years, hehe. kala mo naman antanda na eh. bagets pa naman ako. pero feeling ko lang habang tumatagal, mas lalo akong nawawalan ng sense of direction at purpose. hindi ko masabi kung masaya talaga ako ngayon sa mga naaaccomplish ko, o sa mga bagay na ginagawa ko. merong part sakin na nagsasabi ko na may sobrang laking kulang sa buhay ko, kaya kahit anong maachieve ko o magawa, parang palaging may kulang.

i think it's time para bigyan ko naman ng sense tong walang kwenta kong buhay. yan ang drama haha.

SLE na ng group namin bukas. major activity na final exam na din namin sa subject na group dynamics. last kame kaya pressure. after 2 weeks of planning, ewan ko kung magiging successful ito, pero sana naman. im hoping for the best. medyo crucial kase ung part na binigay sken. eh magaling pa naman akong pumalpak sa mga bagay bagay. dito ko natutunan na 2 heads are better than one. but 14 contradicting heads, ewan ko lang haha.

puro na lang pessimism at sarcasm ang buhay ko. nakakasawa na maging masama.

o dba ang gulo ng post ko?


july wrote this piece of crap on Sunday, September 30, 2007
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19 : also known as julius, jollers, hulyo or whatever you wish to call him : fake chinese : budding psychologist : thomasian : tends to be critical about anything : musically endowed : so damn moody : singer since birth : practical but unavoidably spendthrift : art and cat lover : occasionally alcoholic : broke on wednesdays : easy-going : sensitive animal : certified latecomer : former josephian : mobilephone addict : cyberstuff enthusiast : part-time writer : loud but silent : taken but available : comic but serious : hates school : moderately athletic : intellectually capable : no tv, no movies, no news : frustrated philosopher : food junkie : hopeless romantic : believes in destiny

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